Saturday, August 13, 2005
HmMm...
My mum recently found out that i lied about having to stay back everyday....and she was totally mad at me...i explain to her in a really long letter like a 500 word essay...she read le then i think nt so angry le...now i feel totally very n very guilty...its like i will have no more freedom...that feeling jus sucks...
SO STRESS ARH........... .. .. .. ..
like wan die lidat......everyday face the same ppl who giv me attitude...i dun wanna giv a damn abt my life anymore...everything sucks....every now n then gt ppl talk abt dying n commiting suicide...like some actually go n do it but i dun even think i have the guts to even cut myself with a penknife...so i use screaming to vent my anger....
RECENT UPDATES:
amanda cheated on her geo test n teacher found out..have her a zero n called her parents..if that happen to me, i swear, i can jus die...like OMG ur parents actually know u cheated on a test??!!!!! So like wadeva, she doesnt care..but gt home n found out that her uncle n pregnant aunt got car accident in australia n moved to heaven, she she's really depressed right now....the aunt gave her a guitar so i think that would b a momento...So take care amanda, and bless her uncle n aunt............. ... .. ..
i am now restricted to computer usage...how sad...anyways i gtg...update the next time i can type...(my besty Brenda gave me a pic of HIM!!!!!!!!)...