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I cannot end Poverty, I cannot end animal cruelty.
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1 Million children each year do not pass their 5th birthday. 40.3 Million people in the world are infected with Aids. Every 5 seconds of your life, a child dies. 1 Billion people do not have access to safe water which causes death. There is only 6 Billion people in the world.

These are totally preventable. Do you want CHANGE?
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Monday, April 30, 2007

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I WANT TO GO TOMORROW! PLEASE LET MUMMY AGREE!

*pray pray*

Friday, April 27, 2007

I MISS YOU ):

Was listening to When you're gone by Avril Lavigne. sigh. Made me tearful. The lyrics are so touching. =/

English Mid Yr is quite okay. Although i have problem in writing letter and summary. But i think i will pass. Then waited for Amanda as she need to learn something. Is chemistry. Trying hard not to think about you and make myself hyper. -.-

And then we went to eat lunch at food court. Brenda qing, if not i think i would have died by now. Starting to feel a little moody. sigh. And im getting shit gastric now. pain pain pain!

RANDOM :

SCORPIO - The Addict.
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Gd sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want.
Attractive. Easy . Loves being in
long relationships. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring.

Xueting sent me this. lol. I have not test out my great kissing skills. lol. Waiting for him to online. Super tired. There's super big thunder now. Freaking myself out. So loud and can feel it cos of the vibrations.

I've got so many things to tell you but i dont know where to start. I dont want to know your reaction. And i am too tired to try. Guess i should give up. But nomatter what, I just want you to know that i love you. And you can change my mind, but i dont think you will try. Maybe i dont understand how you feel, that's because you never told me.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

sigh. i miss you.

Thunder - Boys like girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

That's all i want to tell you. ):

I tried so hard to not look at you today. It sucks even though i miss you so much. It hurts to see you. sigh. sigh. sigh.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

blabber flabber.

Wooooooooo~~

There are so damn many nice songs now! hahahah. Makes me very excited to touch my mp3. lol. I am now downloading songs. Super slow. -.-

Today went to send my Mum off to Thailand. She going off to work again. sigh. And after she come back from Thailand, i think she's going Vietnam. And by the way, they just came back from Jakarta okay. sigh. sigh. sigh.

MUMMMYYY AHHHH, COME BACK AH!! LOL.

Oh ya, i saw Mr Loh at the Airport. -.- Then i waved. lol. Was thinking why he look so familiar. lol. Thinking of studying makes me sian. Mid year is coming and i realise that i dont know so many things. Yesterday tuition i got so mant things dont know how to do. die die die. Stress like mad. Which will cause headache.

My brain is so empty now i cant think of anything to type about. lol. So i think i shall stop here. (:

BYEBYE~

Thursday, April 19, 2007

False Pretense.

FALSE PRETENSE - THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

(Oh, it's time to let it go)

The world's got a funny way of turning round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped and knew
Don't sweat it, set off false pretense

Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know

In sacrifice, false pretense
You're letting go
Stop pretending
Don't deny
False pretense, you're letting go

All alone you know you've got, you've got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you blamed you were my family
Don't sweat it, set off false pretense

Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know

In sacrifice, false pretense
You're letting go
Stop pretending
Don't deny
False pretense, you're letting go

(Oh, it's time to let it go)

I can't seem to understand it how you've turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke

In sacrifice, false pretense
You're letting go
Stop pretending
Don't deny
False pretense, you're letting go

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my head

I miss you.
sigh. messed up.
I dont seem to know anything anymore.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

PIZZZZZZZAAAAAAAA

Went to eat Pizza Hut with Aamnda, Brenda, Hanwei & Joel. YUMYUM. (: And i met my dark skin son. lol. Then we went library to borrow some books. Borrowed back the book i read during sec one. lol. Okay, i have nothing much to blog about already.

BYEBYE~~

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

shit you la!

There are many shit people in the world.

And i dont know why the hell you must come and say my friend. Dumbass. You want say people can say to her properly ma, dont have to be on msn and say right. Dumbass. please la, open your eyes big big la, if your fucking flirt boyfriend who lie to you okay. Dumbass. Dont anyhow irritate people. You tell people fuck off, you go first la, is you want talk to her first ma. Dumbass.

LOL. I finish venting anger. (:

Please dont mind the language cos i am really angry. Damn that person la. Dumbass. LOL.

Today, had a fun time with Joel, Hanwei, Wilbert, And the 2 of them at mac. lol. Fun fun fun fun. It is so horny. lol.

Friday, April 06, 2007

MACRITCHIE, HERE I COMEEEEEEE!!!

HELLO LADIES & GENTLEMAN :D

Today I'm going to do a report on my trip to MacRitchie Reservoir. I hope MacRitchie is spelt like that, cos i am not sure. I am proud of myself because i never thought i can go for a walk at 8 in the morning, with jelly legs, on the rough stones and sand, with all the itchy grass and mosquitos, the shining morning sun and STILL SURVIVE! LOL.

I woke up at 7.30 today morning. ~~Swearing~~ at the alarm clock cos i slept late last night. lol. Then went to meet Aunt, ahma, cousin & uncle. Then drove to MacRitchie. In 2 cars. hahah. not one car. We were all wearing shorts & proper shoes! So surprising. lol. I wore Vans. No sport shoes la.

The start of the 8.5km trail. (: we were all so happy.

The mountain water or something. My ahma told me, then i ask her whether she want to bathe in it anot. -.-

Its getting alittle deeper. The river still at the side. BTW, its called the TreeTop Trail.

Now we're deep. lol. Then start to complain. lol. I was freaking scared okay. Scared a lizard jump out or something. Or snake or what.

After like, one hour of walking up and up. We saw the TreeTop!!! Its where we wanted to go. Can you imagine, climbing up to the top, just to walk across a bridge?

Its really long. It crosses the entire reservoir. But my camera has its limits la, cannot take until so far. hahah.

I did not turn back. :D Although the starting part was a little scary. My ahma refuse to look down and keep her head high. she scared heights. lol.

We're walkinggggg~~ Its seriously long. I was thinking whether it will break anot.

I have no idea why i take pictures of the trees. I think its because, there is nothing there but trees and more trees.

we're still walkingggggg~~~ hahah. Thats my stepdad there, in white. (: And a little of my ahma's hair. Its usually in good condition, but because of the walk, we messed everything up. That's why, i am not letting you see my fringe when it is clipped up. (:

Thats what i saw. ^^

The bridge goes all the way in.

This part is where i almost fainted. -.- I didnt eat breakfast. So i was really hungry and tired. So after walking the bridge, i was like giddy and want to vomit. So i sat at the steps and rested. After awhile, i start to walk. Never puke or anything.

Before ending the walk, i felt giddy again. I told my ahma which hospital i wanna go. Told her i dont want Changi Hospital, and cannot Tan Tock Seng cos it doesnt sound nice, so i selected SGH. (: But i didnt faint. lol.

THE WALK FINALLY END!!! *applause to pearline* I made it without fainting halfway! Its not easy okay. The up and down and up and down. lol. Its fun though, might do it again. They said that they should go climb Mount Everest. -.- I dont think im joining them.

So we were all starving. We all have wet hair, wet backs and wet armpits. hahahah.

Went to Thomson Plaza to pig out. lol. All the oily food, curry, jwee kueh, popiah, noodles and everything. But without guilt. lol.

THE BEST WALKER ON MACRITCHIE GOES TO MY AHMA!!!!!~~

Can you belive she's like wayyyy older than me. But i felt giddy before she did. She even had to hold me, not i hold her okay. And she walked like everyone, did not stop for toilet breaks, or rest. I'm proud of my ahma!!!

*picture is not very nice cos she was eating halfway & i told her to smile for the cam. hahah.

After that, we went home. After doing my iconnexion thingy, im here blogging. I think i shall go sleep now. Tired until wann dieeee lehhhhh.

BYEBYEBYE(:

sigh. what to do?

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

DAMN THE HEADACHE!!

Today i was partially handicapped.
Because i have a freakin bad headache.
I refused to eat the Panadol.
Because i will choke to death.
But they told me to eat.
So i bite it. little by little.
It tasted veryyyyyy bitter.
Like shit, if shit is bitter.
And i cant concentrate on anything.
All because of a headache.
A headache that was caused by tears.
What bloody headache.

So cool right? I shall type like that. lol.

Monday, April 02, 2007

SIGH..

Gooood afternoon people!

I'll try to sound as happy as i can until the sad part. lol.

Today morning we 3 went toilet and saw Joel. Then he give me Ferrero Rocher, i hope it's spelt like that. Thank you Joel. It is kind of big. lol. didnt expect it to be that big box. Thought is the small one. :D

Then went back to class. Had Mother Tongue. Was falling asleep and half of my brain was floating in the air. lol. Then i had PE. Did the Nafa stations but did not complete the pull up and stretch thing cos we had no time.

Then came recess. Nothing much happen. Everyone was ~~freaking depressed.~~ Extremely.

Then after recess, was Maths and Lit. Both teachers never come so the relief teacher is going to be in for 4 periods! YAYY! But then was really sad, do my lit work halfway and started crying. I think i freaked people out. -.- Shiyuan, Xueting and Peiling was very nice. They wrote notes to me and tell me dont be sad. ((:

During maths had test and i went out (with a pass okay!) to meet amanda. (: On the way, we say Zhanjie so sat at the staircase and chat. Then came Joel. lol. He went to change. So sit and talk talk also. Feeling much better. (: Went back and used the last 10 mins to do my test. And i dont think i will do well. lol.

Then after some lessons, went to find Brenda at f&n room. Then we all go take bus. Brenda, amanda, peiling and me. On the bus, me and peiling was talking. She talking, i listening. No energy to talk. Then she say until i wan cry again. ): SAD.

Today is a damn depressing day. I think tml will be too. It doesnt help.