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Friday, June 29, 2007

I LOVE MR. ONG.

*fyi, the Mr Ong is my choir instructor, not the Ong from JYSS. Although both of them is called Jason Ong. LOL.

He's leaving us la. He RESIGNED. I think. I'm not sure. But we're all so sad that we cried. ): Wish he didnt have to go, but it's not my choice.

sigh.

Anyway, nothing much happened today. Only this conversation we got angry about.

(We went up to choir room, and saw that the buffet finger food is layed out)

Me : Wooo. hungry hungry.
Samantha Chua : You all cannot eat, you never take attendance.
Amanda : Take our attendance now la.
Me : forget it la, dont eat oso wont die.
Brenda : Eh, we got pay choir fund right, some food is ours.
Me : Yeah horrrrr, let's go!

HERE COMES THE GOOD PART.

Miss Tan : Got food then you all come, only come for food.
Me : We come just at the right time ma. And we got pay choir fund lo.
Miss Tan : Your choir fund very big ah.

****!

So rude, why is everyone so rude. We just came at the right time then they all like this. =/
But anyway, all of us ate. lol. ALOT. dont care them.

Me : Where is Miss Tan? I want to show her that i'm eating.
Amanda : *talk with mouth VERY full*
Me : *makes very yummy sounds*

LOLOLOLOL! We did it among ourselves la, didnt go find her. And we played The clapping game for very long but never get pass. Too funny. LOL. And is chinese, my brain works slow.

Had a fun time with Amanda, Brenda, Hanwei, Wilbert and Benjamin. (:

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Hello Stress, Goodbye PLAY.

HEY! HEY! YOU! YOU!

LOL. Girlfriend? Avril Lavigne? Yeahhhh, that one. (:

Today morning, Amanda and Brenda come meet me at my bustop. I AM SORRY THAT I'M LATE AGAIN! SORRY SORRY. But, it's a few minutes only la. lol. Please dont leave without me! LOL.

Then we went MacDonald's for... *dang dang dang dang*..DOUBLE CHOCOLATE! The love of my life. The woman at the counter dont seem to understand me. lol. She was very confused about the cake and the drinks la.

But the drink is so super AMAZING. I miss Double Chocolate, think i'm going to drink again tomorrow. lol. Morning is we all 3 drink, afternoon is me and brenda drink again. lol. 2 cups a day, keep the doctors away! -.-

But i spent $8 today, just on the 2 drinks. Not counting other stuffs. Super broke again.

Anyway, we have new names AGAIN. lol. At breakfast, we decided :
Amanda : Special
Brenda : Express
Pearline : Normal A
Hanwei : Normal T

Based on the levels. LOL. And then on msn like 15 mins ago, we decided :
Brenda : Miss Whatever
Amanda : Miss Shuddup
Pearline : Miss Disorder

LOLOL. There is no MR. so dont have hanwei or joel. lol.

Then today DnT, teacher tell us to do some G-Clamp thing. Must file and saw and cut and put hole. My whole hand and arm become Bangala hand. Because dark brown and feel so damn rough. LOL. Then go toilet wash and become my hand again.

Homework is killing me. For the past few days i have been doing like mad. Holiday homework that i dont know about keep coming until i have alot. DnT also have to draw alot. My hand is going to break soon. And i have a SS test coming. Shit la.

Oh ya, when i came home today, i saw my Ahma playing computer! :O LOL. I have never seen her playing the computer before. Now she keep using and my cousin cant use. LOL. She looks so cute clicking the mouse.

5 seconds ago, we have new names AGAIN :
Brenda : Cruel
Amanda : Angelic
Pearline : Retard

-.- mine was given by Brenda and not myself. And of course Amanda is she give herself one.LOLOL.

Now Brenda is saying something about the pencil not being sharpened that means something else. LOLOLOLOL.

That's all for today children, please go home and do your homework. Thank you, class.

p/s : We have new names again. -.-
Brenda : Damn horny
Amanda : Very horny
Pearline : Bloody horny

actually, please dont get it wrong. WE ARE ALL NOT AS HORNY AS YOU THINK WE ARE. All this names are given by Brenda and brenda alone by the way. If you are a pervert, please rape BRENDA. She is the horniest. :D

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

AW. SCHOOL SUCKS.

LYRICS,
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you till the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

-

Heyyyyyy~
LOL.

I would like to start the post by saying, i love THE JONAS BROTHERS. :D Like super super super love. SUPER. It is made up of 13 year old Nicholas, 16 year old Joseph and 17 year old Kevin. And boy, i love Joseph. LOL. My favourite.

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Joseph!!

Anyway, they do many covers of songs from Busted. :D Double shiok! And i am mad about Busted la. And they even do it better! Some songs can make me cry too la, like Please Be Mine.

But my favourite song from them is Year 3000 and Hold On. (:
Their homepage. - click. They may seen like a really kiddy band, but their sound is good man. :D

Alright, now to my day.
TODAY WAS HORRIBLE AND SUCKY LA. sigh. ):

Because of me being very very very very very sleepy.

And because Mr Lee, Mr Ng and Mrs Kho came in to talk about what motivation and made me pissed. What take our rights. All because we're the worst class. -.- lame la. ANGRY. ANGRY.

Because of being bored in class. Such a super boring day with 6 periods of science. 4 phy and 2 chem. Almost burst my brain. Then with another 2 period of english and 2 MT. Feeling real shitty man.

And i dont want to go school tml la. Screw school and school rules. ):
And threats by teachers to go RR.
And the super hot weather.
And EVERYTHING.

Even the recess sucks. I dont even like lunch or recess anymore. zzz. Maybe because im such a bad mood then i dont like everything. Maybe.

I'm being infected with Emo Germ. Brenda also. Dumb germ. May meet her tml for breakfast. (:

Okay, that's all for the post today. Partly complaining. LOL. School reopening blues.

* how come teachers like to use "sec 3 is not a honeymoon period you know!". -.- all of them use it. So lame la. I oso know. Honeymoon is go with my husband one, go with you all meh? ): I hate that sentence.

I miss you.
~~Not enough courage to msg you la. ):~~

Friday, June 22, 2007

Vans Warped Tour.

How i wish i lived in California or Florida or New York!!

Then i can go attend the Vans Warped Tour concerts! AHHHHHHH. They have so so many bands and i wanna watch them! Why why why. And there are many of them that i actually like!

They have The Almost, Amber Pacific, Bad Religion, Boys like girls, Chiodos, Cute is what we aim for, Funeral for a friend, New found Glory, Paramore, THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS(!!!), Sum 41, Yellowcard and so many more that i haven even heard of.

So i'm feeling sad. I WANT TO WATCH THEM!!! Anyway, who organises people to come and perform in Singapore huh? Like, Christina Aguilera is coming soon but i dont want to watch her. And Jet is coming to Fort Canning Park also. I want to ask that person to bring in many bands. ):

I want to fulfil my dream of going to a rock concert. But i dont really like Jet to pay so much to go. SIGH!

The more i look at the Warped Tour website, the more bitter i feel. So anyway, here's the web. WARPED TOUR. - click.

God, why why why why. I wish i was older, then i can buy my own ticket, fly there and watch them...

Thursday, June 21, 2007

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The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back

I can’t take the distance
I can’t the miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile
I can’t take the distance
And I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name
But I can’t take the distance

*lyrics from The Distance by Evan and Jaron (:

Alrighty, HELLO PEOPLE! :D

I'm feeling a little blue but it doesn't matter. I'm downloading songs like mad mad mad. Just so many to download la. (:

School's opening again in about, er, 4 days? Cant say i'm excited la. But really looking forward to recess and after school lunch! We will have so much fun again. lol.

*slurp my ice milo*. I have been drinking too many cups lately. lol. Overly many.

Okayyy, nothing much to blog about anymore. bye!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ANDREAS!! (:

OHMYGODDDDD~
LOL.

I LOVE ANDREAS FROM MTV'S CALL TO GREATNESS. I LOVE THAT SHOW!! (and Andreas from inside the show. lol)

Here's his beautiful picture,

isnt he cute??

It's a show where they try to break records. Sometimes it gets quite crazy. No, most of the time, it is crazy. LOL. That's all for today. I wasnt planning to blog. But i got this super "do-this-now!" feeling.

Shall go kiss his picture now, byeee!

Monday, June 18, 2007

I will be - Avril Lavigne

there’s nothing i can say to you
nothing i could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me
all the pain the tears they cry
still you never said goodbye and now i know how far you’d go
i know i let you down but its not like that now
this time i’ll never let you go

i will be all that you want and get my self together
cause you keep me from falling apart
all my life i’ll be with you forever
to get you through the day and make every thing ok

i thought that i had every thing i didn’t know what life could bring
but now i see honestly
you the one thing i got right
the only one i let inside
now i can breath cause your here with me
and if i let you down i’ll turn it all around
cause i would never let you go

i will be all that you want and get my self together
cause you keep me from falling apart
all my life i’ll be with you forever
to get you through the day and make every thing ok

cause without you i can’t sleep
i’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
you’re all i got
you’re all i want
yeah
and without you i don’t know what i’ll do
i could never ever live a day with out you
hear with me do you see your all i need

and i will be all that you want and get my self together
cause you keep me from falling apart
all my life (my life) i will be with you forever
to get you through the day and make every thing okay

i will be (i’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
cause you keep me from falling apart
and all my life you know i will be with you forever
to get you through the day and make every thing okay

I'm so afraid of everything now. I'm starting to think im losing grip.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

REPORT : TRIP TO BATAM!! (:

I just came back from Batam yesterday evening. So, this is my report!

Many people say that there is alot of prostitutes in Batam right? Actually i didnt see any la. Maybe they just come out at night? But i notice that they are really poor. Their houses and everything is hard to imagine.

DAY ONE! 10/6/2007

We woke up early and took a cab to HarbourFront centre where the ferry is. Then we had our MacDonald breakfast before we go to the ferry.

In the Ferry, near the window.

Paying alot of attention to the tv because they are showing emergancy exercises. LOL. How to use the life jacket, where is the emergancy exit and stuff. Feeling quite scared. We might sink and drown you know.

Halfway in the ferry, we decided to take a picture. No idea why we look so orangey pink, i think it's because of the sun?

Woohooo~ We finally arrive at Batam SAFELY. The boat kept bouncing so i was feeling quite giddy. Then the hotel guy came to fetch us to the hotel. HOLIDAY INN HOTEL (BATAM). I thought it will be long, but it's only a 2 minute ride la. -.-

The Lobby of the hotel. We reached there at about 12, but check in time is 2, so they gave us complimentary drinks at the Piano Lounge so we can wait for the time to pass.

View of the hotel in the Piano Lounge.

Then we finally checked in, our room number was 2406. My mummy's birthday number! :D The room is quite big. This is the living room part & the balcony.

This is the bedroom. (:

The toilet, where we do our bigs and smalls.

This is the view from the balcony. It's gorgeous la. I love it. As you can tell, everything is very beach resort like.

The after that we showered and went to call a cab to a place call Nagoya Hills. It's a shopping centre in the city. Takes about 45 minutes to get there. On the way they saw a school, UNIVERSITY OF BATAM. My mum said she want to send me there because it is cheap. -.-

We shopped then went to eat seafood. On the way back to the hotel, a guy popped out from nowhere and started playing his guitar outside the taxi, and even put his face to the glass and look at us! I freaked out. He wanted us to give him money. SHOCKED LA. Thought he is a robber or something.

In this entire part, i forgot to bring my camera. ):

DAY TWO! 11/6/2007

Woke up early just to go to the gym. -.- They say so they wont feel guilty because of over-eating. lol. So early how to do exercise? So i just walked on this thing. Just walking and walking.

something else in the gym. Nobody used this.

Then we went to have our hotel breakfast. (: Not guilty of over-eating at all. LOL. So yummy.

Then they went to the tea tree spa to do sauna. The hot air thing in the wood room.

I waited in the locker room, doing nothing. Cos i'm scared of sauna. Too hot. Like as if cooking me. -.- Read and doodled.

Then we went back to the room and washed up. Took a taxi and went to MEGA MALL- BATAM CENTRE this time for more shopping.

This is the food court. But you get a menu and people take food to you. So, why is it a food court?

We walked around the mall and shopped. Then head back to the hotel.

This is my darling donut, his name is Black Jack and taste so yummy!! You can never imagine the taste la. Unless you try it. lol. YUM.

We bought these donuts at the mall. This is the first box.

Second box, still full at the point of time when i took the picture. After about 10 minutes, it's all gone.

The brand of the Donuts. (:

Then we washed up and i sat at the balcony. Cos the room is too cold. lol. Starting to freeze so i went out. Took this night view picture. Very beautiful.

Also night view. But this one too dark. Only can see the lights.

We went to have dinner at the hotel's sushi restaurant.

Really tasty. I had Tempura Udon. :D

Went walking around the lobby and i took the picture of the whole hotel. lol.

We went back to our room, watched teev and slept.

DAY THREE! 12/6/2007

The hotel is nice but outside the hotel, it's a big patch of land of nothing. I can see it from the corridor of the hotel. Looks like desert.

Then we went to have breakfast. This time it was raining heavily. Then i saw this super cute ang moh shuai ge. LOL. His eyes are so damn nice. Then i started laughing to myself. lol. My mum even wanted to help me to ask his name. -.- I declined her offer. aw. the eyes.

We took a taxi to the MEGA MALL again because our ferry terminal is right next to it. We're going from a different terminal from where we arrived. Then we went to the donut shop to drink caramel and eat sugar donuts!! :D

We went to wait for out ferry at the terminal. My ferry ticket. (:

Inside. It was a bigger ferry than the one i took from singapore.

Window. So i hope it might be a little bit more stable.

Another picture again. This time we have to cover one eye. lol.

My notebook where i write down everything about Batam so i can remember to blog about it. I have a poor mermory. lol.

Drew this on my sis's hand with a permanant marker. lol. she didnt mind. I used a palate kind of thing.

Then drew this on my notebook.

I was super bladder urgent. But i dont want to go use the ferry toilet. Cos at any time, there are many uncles queuing there and it's unisex. eeeeee. What if they got bad aiming how? So i rather not use.

Hold my pee until i get down the boat. I think it almost burst. lol. Was super urgent and running to the toilet like mad.

So took a cab and went back home. Feeling quite sick since yesterday. lol. Keep feeling giddy and tired. And now, my chair seems to be shaking. lol. Funny feeling.

BYEBYE!

Friday, June 08, 2007

NEW BLOGSKIN!

YAY x 100000!!

I finally found a skin that i can use that do not have errors! OMG. I am finding one more skin that is more colourful. And GOT NO ERRORS. :D

So anyway, this will be my temporary skin. I in such a good mood now, you have no idea. I've been trying to look for a error-free blogskin for 3 days, resulting in headaches. -.-

AND NOW I GOT ONE!!

Anyway, we have new names AGAIN. I know it's getting to hard to remember. lol. So far we have...
1. BabiSatan
2. Sexy Boobs, Ass, Short Leg
3. Saikang, Zhek Ark, Yao Siew & so on

And there is this one when we created during sec one. So embarassing, i dont even want to type it out. LOL. But, hey, if you know what i'm saying, then you know la! LOL.

So now, the new one,
Me : NERDY
Brenda : DORKY
Amanda : GEEKY
(3 of us got english names, and both of them got chinese names cos they are china-man!)
Hanwei : SHU TAI ZI
Joel : SHU TONG

All related to studying. (: Shu Tong is book bucket. LOL. The rest i guess you all should know. NERDY sounds good to me. :D

This is my 3rd post of the day, so i shall not make it long. I planned to just talk about my new blogskin and i actually can drift from blogskin to names. -.-
~~TOKYO DRIFT~~. -.-

Okayyyy, that's all, i hope this is the last post of the day. Unless of course something interesting happens later. Something earth shaking, glass shattering and heart breaking perhaps?

BYEBYE!!

Oh ya! number one : There are 5 girls on the blogskin right, please dont stare at the fourth girl. I know what are you staring at. She's not touching herself "there". I'm serious. -.-

Oh ya! number two : brenda, i am proud of you (:

ANGEL(:

I have become a angel (:

I'm blogging from Heaven now.

I'll bless all of you!

LOL

Credits to CHONGAIK for helping me make this thingy. THANK YOU!

Misses.

Now listening to : Where do i go from here - Sebastian Mego. (:

Lost in confusion
I feel like I'm losin' it all
Where do I go from here?
With all this confusion,
Now who's gonna break my fall?

So sian. *yawn*

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

REPORT : ZOO DAY WITH AMANDA(:

*this is a temporary blogskin as there are errors everywhere in every blogskin. grrr.

HELLO PEOPLE!!
I will be blogging about 2 days today[:

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6/June/2007
YESTERDAY'S CHALET & BBQ WAS FUN(:

Had fun eating 2 hot dogs. lol. I didnt eat much. All the food like will dissappear.

Anyway, It was fun playing tai ti with Amanda, Sharon, Evon, Louis, Kok Soon, Sean. And thank you Michelle for trying to teach me. I was super lost at it. lol. Then we changed the game to blackjack. -.-

Then played Bluff with Amanda & Sharon. lol. I keep on shouting "bluff!!" and they didnt bluff and i lose. walau~

Too bad we couldnt stay overnight. Sad la. It will be so much fun. lol. And we went to the beach and wrote things on the sand and play with the water. :D

-

5/June/2007
As you can tell by the title, Agent Pearline (me) is going to type out a report of ZOO day that she spent with Agent Amanda. Both of us went there to spy on the Monkey named Ah Meng. Look what we found in the end(:

That's Amanda, on the train, on the floor(:

This stupid man put his butt to my face when i was sitting down. Was actually sitting more behind then i smelt something SUPER STINKY. Then i realised he FARTED. Stupid stupid man. Poke his butt ah.

We took train from Tampines, to Jurong East (omg, flat asses) then took the red line train to Chua Chu Kang (omg, even flatter asses) then took a 30 min busride, 927 to the Zoo. (omg, no more ass). LOL!

FAKE elephants outside the Zoo Entrance.

Amanda says this is the world's greatest SEAL. It's huuuuge la. Just outside the entrance.

Finally, WELCOME TO THE SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS. LOL

This is the first picture of us in the Zoo. We just got in and was playing with our cameras. hahah. I look so retarted. -.-

AH MENG~~ Amanda's Friend. She is so old already la. Amanda kept on calling her. See? She posed for the camera. lol. Looking right at us.

Now, let's proceed to see the...POLAR BEAR!!

There used to be afew of them but now left only one. I guess they all died. Poor thing. And the water for the bear wasn't even cold and it's actually open air. -.- I thought Polar Bears must live in a very cold place?

LOL. This one is a Lama. You know in the show, Jimmy Neutron ; Boy Genius. He got this overweight nerdy geek friend and he's mad about Lamas. hahah. So, this is a Lama.

See? GUANACO lama. lol

ELEPAHNT!! Amanda and I was very bad la, when taking this picture. lol. =x i mean, not bad to the elephant. lol. I so want to ride it, but it's so damn expensive?

My First Tram ride!!! wooohooo~ Because we got lost and kept on walking in circles. Then we decided to board the tram. Cant get lost in a Tram ma. Then we board it for like 5 seconds then we realised that we were actually walking the correct way then we got down again. -.- lol

WHITE TIGER! lol. It was trying to jump over. I snapped it while it was at a wierd position.

And they're not afraid of the water! I thought cats are afraid of the water, no? It can even swim.

PYGMY HIPPO. Some kind of small type of Hippo.

It won't stop swimming for me to take a picture so i cant really snap a clear one.

The small one is the Pygmy Hippo, it's actually much smaller then the Nile Hippo which is supposed to be quite big i guess. And i thought Pygmy Hippo is quite big already.

Now, we go the this side of the creatures from the AUSTRALIAN OUTBACK. It's a desert in australia.

It's a kind of snake. I cant remember what is the name though.

It's some kind of lizzard?? The light inside the glass looks like the sun and the wallpaper looks like the forest hor? lol. Like the lizzard is sun-taning.

EEEEEEE~ It's the snake skin. I only saw it on animal planet before, not the real life snake skin. Looks very digusting. lol

And the snake skin belongs to this snake, very very dark chaotah snake. It must be feeling naked now.

KANGAROOOOOO. I keep calling it to stand but somehow it just lay there.

Looks like as if a super stinky smell washed over them and they all fainted. LOL

EMU-S!!

This Emu freaks me out. The black part is the body, but we see it as the head of a ghost. -.- It's damn freakyyyyyy.

So we board the Tram again after seeing the Australian Outback. We were so damn tired, we figured we should take the Tram, take pictures and get out of the zoo. So that's me, with messy hair.

We took a picture again. The Tram was boring okay! Amanda is half acting retarded. And i'm not, so we must act together ma right? LOL. See below?

NOW, THAT IS WHAT I CALL DOUBLE RETARDS. lol. dont stare at my nose hole la. -.-

And from the top view. lol. Could not aim properly so amanda's face was a little cut out.

Something wierd. LOL.

And our feeeeeet. While we were walking back to the exit :D

Then halfway i saw a monkey trying to commit suicide!!! omg!! LOL. Hanging halfway using a thick wire thing.

Then we walked out of there and saw this really cute huge penguins. FAKEEE.

After that we took bus to Choa Chu Kang interchange and took 67 back to Tampines. I am going mad in the bus. There must be about 100 stops. -.- My butt is gone from all the travelling today.

But i had fun with Amanda. First experience with her to the Zoo.(:

imissyoulikesiao. ):