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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

#221 & STRESS!

BOO!!

Jus back from Choir & shopping for my dad and my tutor's birthday gift. (: Then walk walk walk with Amanda. Bought feather mao mao pens for Amanda, Shiyuan and Me. Brenda's one was given to her on her birthday. lol. With our colours ok! Purple, pink, yellow and green. ^_^ Bought yellow super cute notebook for my tutor, cos i think its cute. haha. And a hp chain thingy for my dad, when the call or sms cum, the "ahem" of the little boy will light up and blink! w00t!

3 more days to my big day! EXCITED EXCITED! cant wait. They are planning this surprise that say will make me hyper for days and everything. haha. sounds more shocking than surprising to me lo. :D

Im squeezing my brain like hell for brain juice to think of a blog content!

fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo. =/ (am i right?)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

2e2 ' 06 <3

My dear Stephanie is leaving for Jarkata on 26oct. ): Gave her a baby tigger cos she loves tigger. lol. Gonna miss her la although she's coming back on the Jarkata school holidays. (: She's so crazy, i love her to bits! xD

I LOVE MY 2E2 ' 06! lol. Got this pic from a classmate's blog and i love it! LOL. Obviously, im going to miss the class. Next year, sec 3, gonna be so old and stress. ): I miss the stupid lame jokes, horny jokes and all the blah blahs. :D Probably gonna take more pics myself and post them. (:

That's all. Tata~

#219 super lost ; yet glad im lost. (:

Im lazyyyyyyyyyyyy~ so im not blogging the deevapali (is it spelt like that?) pictures i took. SORRY AH! So lazy today, jus feel like lying on the bed to rot. :X

My brain is working so slow until i cant think of anything to blog about! sian sian sian sian! T.T

School gonna end soon and i half duwwan school to end! End means i cant see all my friends liao lo. No more class jokes and all that. ( I dun feel like publishing this post cos it sounds stupid) haha.

WADEVER la. im boreddddddddddddd~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Streaming...

I want to take DnT for next year. So it thought i'll take 3e5 that offers dnt. But i chose 3e2 instead, cos it also got dnt, but half the class. Frens all going 3e2. So jus put lo. Afterall, it still has dnt right?

#216 arrrgggghhhhh

Can die ar. What the hell? sob sob sob. I dun like sharing damn it.

I think im gonna start swearing, so better dun blog. :'(

ANYWAYS, today is my darling's birthday! lalalalalala~ im singing-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRENDA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

i love you my brenda!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

2nd post } wo yao men si le!!!!!!

boredddddddddddddddd T.T
Im totally bored.
arghhhh~~~~~

currently listening to : Hurt By Christina Aguilera

Still boredddd~~
Was on the phone with Amanda while she's at the partay. LOL~ She says the bday boy looks like Jianhong. omg~ hahah~ Shuai Ge not sighted! Means no pic for me! lol. hahah~ we were cracking up over sum stuffs. lol~ smile smile smile smile :D

I feel :
`SUPER HOT cos lazy to on the fan
`BORED cos nothing to do
`MISSING HIM cos he busy

gagagagaggagagag~~
jajajajajajajajajajajajajaja~~
what the..?
better publish the post before i type anything stupid-er :X

#211 ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

Lalalalalala~~
What should i blog about? Think think think~~ dunno leh. I'll browse the net, look for something that i can blog about. Or rather not, Ms Pearline, today, will teach you 10 important facts about herself! So coooool!~ She will tell you ten things about herself that you cannot NOT know. And of course, if you know all of it, then you're her best fren/fan! (:

Important ; take mental note :

ONE : Her name is Pearline, she's a FEMALE. And she would be prefered to be called Lynnnn~(but you cannot call me Lynnnn without permission hor!) You know, Pearline is made up of Pearl and Lynnn. Calling me Line is just wrongggg! ;P

TWO : Lollipops are her most obsessed candy in the whole wide world. She calls them "The round thing on a stick". SHE ALSO THINKS THAT GUMMY BEARS SUCK! :X hahahah~ Lollipop already claim her heart, too bad. muahahahahah~~

THREE : Songs, music, songs, music, songs. Currently siao about the All-American Rejects. (hint hint, she's not buying the album until 27 oct is over. ) Music is not the reason why she join the choir. No way.

FOUR : She has 2 dogs(male and female),a sister, a mother, a father and a step-father. (: Don't worry, she's super happy with her life. She lost track of how many cousins she has, she has never even met some until their wedding day. But she's sure she has a 2 year old uncle in Malaysia.

FIVE : Her favourite drink is Caramel Frap. from Starbucks. Thats her long time obsession and its not changing! It makes her droool~~ Favourite Ice Cream would be Macadamia Nut from Andersons' Ice Cream or TIRAMISU GELATO!

(cant believe im only at 5, cannot think le!)

SIX : Likes to look at Shuai Ges, she finds them to be such eye candies. lalalala~ there, i've confessed. :X But she wouldnt want to date a too shuai de Shuai Ge. :D Studies come first, thats e way she thinks. TYPICAL, thats what everyone say isnt it?

SEVEN : OMG! How can i forget this! Almost forget it. tsk tsk~~ SHE LOVES YELLOW! That's her colour. She'll kill anyone who steals her colour. lol. JKJK. (: I do know of only one person that likes yellow too and its my sister's friend. black black~~~ :D

EIGHT : Belives in luck. And sometimes, my horoscope. Cos one time, it came true. All the facts totally came true. From then, she starts to check out her horoscope when she has a magazine. (:

NINE : FREAKIN scared of Lizards, cockcroaches, worms and bees. Cos she has contact in some way with them before and it was nasty. Lizard and cockroach jumped on her and she didnt know they can jump. Worm in her food at school canteen. And the Bees chased her.

TEN : She think that she is super imperfect. That means many many flaws la. She refuse to type it out because you will notice them even more, that will be bad! hahah~ and one more, She loves her friends so damn much! <3333

Ohkayyyy, thats all. (: The weather's really hot right? So hot hot hot. ): Kill the weather. grrrr~~

Oh yeah~ you might also be wondering why am i feeling so ~~high~~happy? I know in my last post i probably sounded depressed. :X no, im not depressed now. ^_^

Is cos somebody made me happy! :D I think im seeing stars, gonna go off now before i faint infront of the computer. TAG ME PEOPLE! I NEED TAGS! TAG TAG TAG!

Friday, October 13, 2006

#210 deadly.

Oh shit shit shit shit ):

My results SUCK. It SUCKS really badly. T.T

Im feeling nauseous. )': ~~She likes him too? She likes him too? She likes him too? She likes him too?~~ Oh god. DAMMIT. This sucks. She's my friend, godammit. How can that ever happen? why why why why of all people, it has to be her? arghhhhh~~

Gonna ask amanda for sum advice later. ):

How i wish this was something i could tell you*. ): I really really wanna tell you* yet i cant.

I think my nightmare is coming true. :O Wanna wake up from my bad dream. I dont think even he* can save me now. What am i gonna do? T.T

SOS PLEASE!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

2nd post.

Was going through my archives for my March post. I think i took this poem from the internet. I think now it means so much more. Posting it again. (:

Every day I try really hard
to get his attention,
but no matter what I do,
I'm left with that same question...

Does he notice me?
When I look at him I see
an attractive, quiet guy.
I can't help but wonder
and ask myself with a sigh...

When he looks at me, what does he see?

I'm so excited when I see him
and I'm determined to say, "hi."
But somehow I get nervous
and the chance passes me by.

How many chances do I get?

I sit and daydream about
the life we could have together.
If only he knew I existed,
then he could be mine forever.

When will my dreams come true?

Just one little kisses all I would need
to ease the hurting heart that bleeds.
Will I ever get that kiss?
Every night I wish
that someday he'd be mine.
I guess I'm just waiting
for God to give me a sign.

Will he ever be mine?

For you, my one and only. <3

#209 T.T

I think i have 5 strands of extra white hair! T.T becoming old ahma. ):

Meet Amanda at 11 today, (she was LATE). hahahah~~ i was late yesterday, today is her turn. Need to return some DVDs to the Video 21 shop at Eastpoint. So she pei me go, i pei her eat lunch. (: After returning the dvd, we went to eat at the Banquet. It's the food court's name. OHMYGOD la, waste my money to eat there. hahah~~

For the vulgar version of the insult to the Banquet, go to Amanda's blog (: (please click)

Then took 38, went back to Tampines. Walk walk around CS. Looking for her small bag for her NIGHT OF MEETING SHUAI GES. (: I told her even if ugly ges oso must tske pic for me to laugh. xD walk and walk somemore. Kept thinking about my Tiramisu Gelato! hahah~ should i buy anot. But in the end didnt. Cos after buying, i will be super broke and i must cut down my sugar intake level.

Whole day keep thinking about him. T.T my brain feels hot. Although its only 3 now, but it feels like the whole day ok. hahah~ tired~~ think and think. super tired already~~ wo hen lei le ):

I miss my Tiramisu Gelato,
I miss my phone receiving sms,
I miss my peanuts,
I miss you,
DAMMIT. )':

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

#208 ^_T

Todayyyyyy was a wonderful day at first! Interclass games didnt play, run around, play around the school. ^_^ Eating Doritos! (: so fun la! Den sat under the umbrella was we were tired of running around.

AMANDA, BRENDA, SHIYUAN,XUETING AND ME! (VINCENT join us later)

The five of us sit there. And dunno when, we started playing Truth or Dare. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. I so super love Dare. The bottle turn to everyone then to me, the last. AHHAH! They all said for me oni can dare, cannot have truth. Lidat de lo! My dare was super OMG! Think about it my legs will wobbly. LOL!

Funnny fun fun fun! Was cracking up liao siao den too cracked up to take recess, so didnt eat. End up starving. Lucky i brought peanuts and fruitella. lol. Went for Sexuality talk. So called Sexuality but actually its about BGR. Aiya, bored man. Keep saying NO to sex all that and dun go too far all that. YAWN.

After that went to see Mrs Kho as she wanted to see me. ): Den shall stop here, duwwan blog anymore.

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

2nd post of the day.):

DARN THE MOODS AND HORMONES. DAMN IT.

Sometimes humans do feel a little blue. Im feeling ALOT of blue now. So blue that im turning dark blue. ARGH. This is how sad songs affect you. It makes you think horrible things, far-fetched things that might not happen that you think it will. Im feeling blue. Blue Blue Blue Blue~~ I hate to feel blue. Down and Low.

Let's talk about these few days. I've been super hyper and i guess i have to let go a little bit and fall blue for a while. FORGIVE ME FOR BEING BLUE-Y. Sad songs make me sad and i cant seem to shut them off, instead, i'll get addicted and listen to it more. Its always like that isnt it. Bad things come easily and good things don't. In my theory la. In yours i dunno. Maybe you're a 24/7 damn happy person. =/

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. Shall not blog why im bad mood. )':

bangs head against the wall. -

hurt myself for hurting you. ):

Did i hurt you ever before? You're the last person i wanna hurt, not that i wanna hurt many people.

#207 on cloud nine, no, on the twelve already!

HAPPYHAPPY!

was taking the Steamboat Quiz that Amanda sent me. (: Guess what, its so true! No doubts about it.

TYPE B : You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

do you think its true? haha. i think its so true. It said friends are of the same character and guess what? Amanda got a B too! ^_^

Monday, October 09, 2006

#206 WOOT! OMG! HYPER HYPER!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! THE PAPERS HAVE GONE FOR MARKING (not a thing to be happy about) AND WE CAN CELEBRATE AND ONLINE WITHOUT SNEAKING!

oh god im so happy the papers are over. ^_^ now im scared of the markings. Anyway, afew more days so the results so i should enjoy myself while i can! w00t w00t! So happy la can?! JOY JOY. Now that exams are over, im starting to get flu symtoms, must be the over-stress. T.T oh, another thing . . .

DAMN THE FOREST FIRES IN INDONESIA!

Will they stop burning it?! And can they please burn one forest at a time and NOT five forest at a time? Im sure that would be appreciated. I wonder how Indonesians survive. =/ The poor squirrels would be burnt to death or suffocate to death. ): SADSADSAD. Lucky we got no forest in singapore for them to burn. =.=

Just now, i went to Chong Aik's blog and saw that he gave a link to see his pictures! AHHHHHH! Something i wish he had done long ago. So estaticaly, i clicked and searched for his pic. Then i browsed and browsed until i passed his pic then i thought "WA! that guy look like chong aik leh" den i scroll back up and saw his name. WAT THE?! ITS HIM! oh my god. He's fakely tanned. ): look so awful la.

To Chong Aik :
I admire your bravery for giving the link. How can you
not give to me first?! Then you post it on your blog. I've been asking for it 2
years ago ya know. (: Dun ever sun-tan okay? REALLY SERIOUSLY. I like the pic
with the hands going out, like a sexy pose. LOLOLOLOL! VAVAVOOOOM!
xD

Talking about ChongAik, that day i was on the fone with him and he said that im his only fren that blogs about my day! :O really?! Then he says im bimbotic, IN A FRIENDLY WAY. LOL. am i? He said bimbo is not big boobs and no brain, like how everyone thinks. Theres clever and stupid bimbo. Im not proud to be called a bimbo yet im lucky im not the stupid bimbo. Oh well, im still gonna blog about my day. (:

*please bear with me, i haven't been blogging for a long time. You gotta understand.*

SO OBVIOUSLY FROM MY TONE, I HAD A DAMN GREAT DAY! reasons being :
1. exams are over, like, duh
2. i drank caramel. it makes me drunk
3. bought ultra super duper cute yellow rubberbands
4. my ahma surprise me n buy me THE BAG I WANT! (she came in the door, called me and say the bag is mine! OMG! i was freakin jumping la. I SUPER LOVE SURPRISES! so i squeezed her until like siao. she say she cannot breathe, but i know she want me to hug more. I let go a little, just in case. haha.)
5. went to see the simlian house. THE PREMIERE. w00t. nice!
6. bought 4 lollipops. 1 big as disc. LOL

Okie okie. So after the exams, after screaming, after yay-ing. I went to meet amanda. wanted to watched World Trade Centre but decided against it. Wasnt in a mood for it. (: So went walk walk, drink caramel. EAT.

Her aunt called and asked her if she was going to the birthday party at a hotel for some guy turning 21! Her aunt said there was going to be shuai ges! Im a sucker for shuai people, such eye candies. Told her to bring me along, and she's not! LOL cant believe im missing out on shuai people! So being the encouraging friend, haha, went with her to see cothes for the party lo. I want to go! tsk tsk. Im gonna sit n sulk at home. Hope some shuai ge ge ask for her number! She said she's making up to me by taking picture of the guy that ask for her number. LOLOLOLOLOL. such a cute amanda. x)

So while she try her clothes, i saw the super friendly salesgirl, forget to take note of her name to blog, but anyways, i realised she look like stefanie sun. Is it the way to spell her name? I dun really know her. So after amanda try her clothes, we were leaving then i remembered her so told amanda to wait, i went to tell the salesgirl she look like stefanie sun. haha. And she said "ya, haha, people told me before." means she really look like. ^_^

Then walk sumore, buy my rubberbands. They're yellow and the thing so cute! Ice cream and slipper design. Cute man! yak yak yak, im yaking sumore.

CURRENT SONG CRAZE : Lips of an angel by Hinder.

What's hinder? I don't know. OHMYGOD, hear that song can cry. I dunno why la. haha. hear your voice, say my name and it sounds so sweet, coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak. (:

okie, im done yaking. LOL. I LOVE YOU, YEAH YOU. hahaha. whoever you're reading.

nah, the less noisy?

or noisy?

Monday, October 02, 2006

199-.* IMU.ILU.

NICE VIDEO. promise you'll finish it? It's fast and very very very nice. hehe. (:

NICE?