Friday, March 23, 2007
SIGH. I THINK THIS TIME IM DEAD.
SHITTTTTTTT ):I THOUGHT MY MUM CONFISCATING MY HANDPHONE WAS BAD ENOUGH. BUT I DIDNT REALISE A WORSE THING WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. MAYBE ITS BAD LUCK? I NEED TO DO SOME GOOD THINGS BEFORE MY LIFE CRASH.
TODAY, IT WAS A NORMAL DAY IN SCHOOL UNTIL AFTER CHOIR, I REALISED SOMEBODY STOLE MY MP3. I REALISED WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO USE IT. WHAT THE HELL. I SEARCHED THROUGH MY BAG, FOR MAYBE ABOUT TEN TIMES AND IT WAS NOT THERE.
IT WAS A LONG TIME SINCE I CRIED IN PUBLIC. AND THIS TIME IT SUCKED. BADLY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MY MP3 MEANS TO ME. GODDAMNIT. I DOWNLOADED THE FULL MEMORY OF SONGS AND I LISTEN TO IT ABOUT 5 TIMES A DAY. AND NOW I LOST IT. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO WHEN I WANT MY MP3?
I THOUGHT WITHOUT MY HANDPHONE, I STILL HAVE MY MP3. I CAN USE IT WHEN I'M BORED, BUT I DONT FEEL SO NOW. ITS GONE AND IT SUCKS BIG TIME. I THOUGHT MY MP3 IS SOMETHING THAT NO ONE CAN FKING TAKE FROM ME, AND A FKING PERSON TOOK IT FROM MY BAG.
I HOPE THAT WHEN I DISECT MY BAG LATER, I CAN STILL FIND IT. I STILL HAVE HOPES. BUT I DONT THINK IT WILL HAPPEN. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED IT. )":
SIGH. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? I THINK MY LIFE IN INSIDE THAT MP3. WITHOUT IT I CAN DIE AH. AND AM I SUPPOSE TO JUMP NOW? SIGH. I WANT MY MP3. I WANT IT BACK SO BADLY THAT I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR IT. MAYBE NOT EVERYTHING, BUT STILL A GREAT DEAL OF THINGS.
AMANDA FOUND OUT SHE LOST HER TEXTBOOK ON THE BUS. I'D RATHER LOSE MY TEXTBOOK FOREVER THAN MY DARLING MP3. I WANT IT BACK SOOOOOOOOOOOO BADLY. SIGH. IF ONLY THAT PERSON WHO TOOK IT KNOW THAT I'LL BE SUICIDAL WITHOUT IT.
I DONT THINK IT WILL RETURN TO ME IF ITS STOLEN. ): WHY PEOPLE STEAL HUH? WHY THAT PERSON CHOSE MY BAG. NOT ONLY MY BAG HAVE MP3 WAD. SIGH. WHY ME WHY ME. I WANT IT BACK I REALLY WANT IT BACK. SIGH. I DONT THINK YOU STILL HAVE AN IDEA WHO MUCH IT MEANS TO ME. YOU DONT. EVERYONE OF YOU DONT.
I ALSO WILL GET INTO ALOT OF TROUBLE IF MY MUM FOUND IT. CAN YOU IMAGINE, SHE NOT GIVING ME BACK MY FONE FOR A HELL LONG TIME COS THE MP3 IS GONE? OH SHIT. SCREW MY LIFE. WAN GO JUMP AFTER I TYPE THIS POST LA!!
p/s : Hanwei, thank you for qing-ing me eat pastamania and making me laugh. (:
