Tuesday, June 06, 2006
84.days
Mornings. Blogging about 2 days. =))TODAYLater going interchange to meet Shiyuan, give her some books. And help my mum pay bills. Cant seem to go out, too lazy le. Tonight got work somemore. might go and sleep for a while later. Just now watched The Barbie Diaries. Barbie doll de. xD Not bad lah, like a typical teenage movie. Also another happy ending.
LAST NIGHTYesterday, try to stay awake and sms
him. Den listen to 98fm. cos 98.7 keep talking and i will fall asleep. Den i heard all my favourite songs. And listen to UNFAITHFUL by Rihanna until cry. The lyrics is like so sad "everytime i walk out the door, i see him dying a little more inside". So sad. Then listen RedHotChilliPeppers, um, Frankie. Unfaithful got first in the countdown. My current favourite song. Then i started to cry cos too sad. Then i got upset with myself cos my eyes will look ugly in the morning. I just cry like never cry before. Flow n flow away. pillow wet wet. Den i nid to stop it so i called
amanda. Oh god, she cant take in anything i say, because she's DRUNK. Drank vodka and all. Its her virgin drunk night. first one. Proud of my
grape. ha. So i put down e fone and start to cry again. Mix of sadness and worriness ba. Hope there's nothing wrong with
him. ='/