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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

#263. FEELINGS.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
Thats what I was trying to do

I know crying my eyes out wouldnt help, pretending im okay won't help, but what else can i do? I cant talk to you without feeling like shit. And i cant not talk to you cos it will kill me. It hurts to know that i have to wait everyday. Its tired to know that waiting is all i do from the time i wake up. Seeing every second and minute pass me by. I miss you like crap and i cant tell you that. It sucks to know that you don't even know what is going on inside me. Every shit i have to take. Telling you how i feel will make you bad mood, so why bother? If you're happier this way. I don't wanna wait anymore, im just tired. )':